Thinking of you

Thinking of you is all
I know how to do
Remembering our latest
Time together and thinking
Will there be another?

Wondering what you
Are doing right now
And if I was in your
Thoughts as you
Are in mine?

Wishing we didn’t have
To hide and feel like
What we are feeling is
Wrong and forbidden
Because of stupidity

Asking myself if there
Will ever come a time
And place where
You and me could
Openly be we?

(c) Me

private thoughts, put togehter II

Every time you’re close by
Everything seems so perfect
And easy, but
Every time you turn around
And walk away
I can feel the heavy weight
That wasn’t there when
You were here

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You keep saying
You wont give up
But I can’t ask you
To do that for me
Because we both now
I’ll keep putting her
Before me, which
Unfortunatly means
There will never be
A happy you and me

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You make me smile
Every time I see you
You make me laugh
When I’m about to cry
You give me butterflies
I never thought I could get
You give me hope
When there is no light ahead
You make me happy
When you’re around
You make me sad
Because you remeind me of
What I will never have.

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(c) Me

private thoughts, put together I


Sitting here all by myself
Picturing you sitting all
By yourself with your
Pipe and notebook close by
With a penn in
Your hand and
Lost in thought
And wishing
I was the penn
In your hand
And the thought
In your head
Wishing I was
The one that
Made you smile
Right there and then

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Sitting here and thinking of you
Is all I know how to do lately
It has become my new job and life
Always wondering what you might be
Doing and thinking and asking
Myself if you ever stop and think
Of me too

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Your smile is with me, even when
You’re far away and it makes me
Smile, just to think of your beautiful face.

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(c) Me